Claire V. Bogdanos

Acceptance,Knowledge,Love,New Chapter,Process,Wisdom,

DATELINE: HOBOKEN, NJ, USA “A NEW WAVE” ( 2013 ) 2013/09/15

Filed under: POEMS.....THOUGHTS.....MEMORIES — bogdanosclaire @ 9:17 pm
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The older we get, the more precious the memories, do you agree ?  Those terrible  years of the Great depression followed by the worldwide destruction of war will forever bring tears to my eyes and a longing in my heart that knows no consolation !  The cost was too high, the loss too great.  It engendered a new wave in poetry and literature, Plath, Pound, Masefield, Yeats, Steinbeck, Houseman.  I’ve chosen to quote John Masefield.  You’ve read about the English teacher who opened my mind and eyes, Lorena Fry, she worked in this country most of her adult life, was born and educated in England and returned home each summer and upon  her retirement moved there permanently.  Her family home abutted  that of Masefield and according to her they were good friends  ( I often thought she loved him, my girlish  musings !  Woodstock ? ).  I am sorry that she never knew how she broadened my life !  This is from “Tewkesbury Road” :    “O, to feel the beat of the rain, and the homely smell of the earth,  Is a tune for the blood to jig to, a joy past power of words;  And the blessed green comely meadows are all a ripple with mirth  At the noise of the lambs at play and the dear wild cry of the birds”.       

                                                                                                                                John Masefield                  Please read this poetic genius and his words and dream !                                                                      

             Sincerely,                                             Claire B.

 

FALLEN ANGELS ( 2013 )

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I’ve known an angel here and there

They’ve helped me in my deep despair

Some angels did get left behind

Another goal they chose to find.

They fell from grace in record time

Their wings were clipped and edged with grime

Their deeds of good did fade away

Their faces bright turned dull and gray.

I’ve seen a few and touched their wings

But shy away from evil things

God saw their work and turned His face

He would not help those in disgrace.

They lost their good and all their mirth

And fell from heaven to the earth

Their tales of weakness followed here

Too soon they will all disappear !

 

EXPERIENCE ( 2013 ) 2013/09/14

Filed under: POEMS.....THOUGHTS.....MEMORIES — bogdanosclaire @ 12:57 pm
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In this world full of people I’m thinking perhaps

The intelligent move to avoid all the traps

And nestle away in some contented disguise

Might be the direction to foil any reprise.

I’m afraid we’re remiss in our casual ways

And are earning the harvest of our reckless days

It’s a cumbersome load that we carry too fast

T’would be better to learn from mistakes of the past.

 

 

DATELINE: HOBOKEN, NJ, USA NATURE’S CALL ( 2013 ) 2013/09/13

Filed under: POEMS.....THOUGHTS.....MEMORIES — bogdanosclaire @ 11:20 pm
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Have I said that I am proud to be Jersey born and bred ?  Well I am !  Back in the 30’s we still had  small pockets of Lenni-Lenape Indians along the Metedeconk River near Cedarwood  Park ( no running water ).  You will notice that I’ve previously mentioned this fact because it connotes “delicately ” that we lacked indoor plumbing.  But very CLEAN outhouses !  Also sometimes very COLD !!  And my great grandma, “economist” that she was, used the tissue-  like pages of catalogs such as Sears for “service roll”.  She had heavy black wire from the house hung on huge tree limbs with sockets containing bare bulbs for outdoor lighting especially on the stone pathways to the garage fitted out for the summer visitors, the large hand pump for outdoor uses like brushing teeth, bathing and laundry AND the facility for “nature’s call” which was amongst the pines, out of necessity !  I sure loved my grandma, I know I was her favorite and ONLY great grandchild.  She rose about 5 in the morning to bake her daily bread, I would tip-toe down those wide stairs to the kitchen to have my breakfast each morning.  A treat I have never forgotten, a thick slab of warm homemade bread slathered with whipped sweet butter ceremoniously dipped into the huge crystal bowl that held the sugar accompanied by a heavy ironstone mug of foamy chocolate.  Who had it better ?  She’d had 7 living children, 5 of whom never left home !  I may have inherited her strong resolve and independent nature.  You think ? I never heard her raise her voice except to God and thanks to Eastman Kodak, I still have  the old camera AND precious photos!

Sincerely,                                      Claire B.

 

REGRETS ( 2013 )

Filed under: POEMS.....THOUGHTS.....MEMORIES — bogdanosclaire @ 1:43 pm
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I met a boy I know not when

So long ago remember then

How is it that I can’t forget

Within this life a deep regret ?

I’ve turned a corner in my mind

While searching but I cannot find

The special closeness that we shared

And like most hopes were unprepared.

We did not meet, no not today

As other strangers had their way

And yet the past is always there

It mattered not  how much we cared.

In all our dreams it’s far too late

No matter then how long we’d wait

The sadness that I can’t deny

We never got to say goodbye !

 

THE STORM ( 2013 ) 2013/09/12

Filed under: POEMS.....THOUGHTS.....MEMORIES — bogdanosclaire @ 10:24 pm
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As the rain pours down

With a splashing sound

And the wind blows wild

Over branches piled

In the roadways path

Due to natures wrath

Where the torrents run

Till the storm is done

If you lift your eyes

To the troubled skies

You may sense God’s hand

At the helms command !

 

ANNIVERSARY ( 2013 ) 2013/09/11

Filed under: POEMS.....THOUGHTS.....MEMORIES — bogdanosclaire @ 12:52 pm
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Our lips must whisper a fervent prayer

Our hearts must echo its plaintive air

The mist must cover the nights delay

The winds must carry our breath away

We need give life one more chance to find

Some lasting peace that won’t cloud our mind

It matters not where the blame must fall

Remember God helps forgive us all !

 

 

MORNING THOUGHT ( 2013 ) 2013/09/10

Filed under: POEMS.....THOUGHTS.....MEMORIES — bogdanosclaire @ 10:50 am
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Wishing cannot alter conditions

But praying changes attitudes and

Attitudes can affect our behavior

Radically !  So for God’s sake

And yours,  PRAY !!

( my Nana taught me that prayer changes things )

 

THERE IS NO CURE ( 2013) 2013/09/09

Filed under: POEMS.....THOUGHTS.....MEMORIES — bogdanosclaire @ 1:29 pm
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Within my heart there is this hole

To fill its void becomes my goal

What shall I do if efforts fail

I’ve tried my best to lift the veil

That weighs so heavy on my chest

I cannot spare one moments rest

Until I give this empty space

Some purpose that will chance embrace

All those I’ve loved and I am sure

That without God there is no cure !

 

REDEMPTION ( 2013 ) 2013/09/08

Filed under: POEMS.....THOUGHTS.....MEMORIES — bogdanosclaire @ 2:08 pm
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Shall we sally our forces into the great unknown

Where the agony courses thru man’s malice alone

What causes this strange madness in a sensible mind

Is there help for the sadness some solution to find ?

We have lost our way at last seems there is no winning

Simply take heed of the past restart the beginning !

 

OUR HOPE ( 2013 )

Filed under: POEMS.....THOUGHTS.....MEMORIES — bogdanosclaire @ 12:01 pm
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You can’t believe that man is all alone

If exiled to some isle of rock and stone

There is no spot on earth that’s out of bound

Know God’s been there before we touch the ground

We need avow that He has set the rules

Our role is learning care with proper tools

And keeping faith profound within our hearts

Lest we should miss the blessing God imparts.

 

CAN IT BE SO ( 2013 ) 2013/09/07

Filed under: POEMS.....THOUGHTS.....MEMORIES — bogdanosclaire @ 1:46 pm
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that poets see

with the eyes of the heart

but hear

with the ears of the mind

I wonder ?

 

WASTE ( 2013 )

Filed under: POEMS.....THOUGHTS.....MEMORIES — bogdanosclaire @ 11:21 am
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There is so much love and there’s so much hate

It occurs to me that the hour grows late

And the world grows cold in its need of haste

As we ignore how much it’s laying waste

To our hopes, our joys and moderate ways,

With not one thought to the ending of days

We’ll seek answers there in the mystic deep

Because in our dreams even dragons sleep !

 

RECOLLECTION ( 2013 ) 2013/09/06

Filed under: POEMS.....THOUGHTS.....MEMORIES — bogdanosclaire @ 11:25 am
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When I remember who I used to be

Before the wealth of years had set me free

I dwell upon the days when we were friends

Those glory days before the story ends

Its tender moments that the heart did find

My memories are pieces left behind.

 

SWEET ANGELS ( 2013 ) 2013/09/04

Filed under: POEMS.....THOUGHTS.....MEMORIES — bogdanosclaire @ 6:45 pm
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My mom quite often spoke of angels

Blessing us from their holy bethels

As if they’d been her life’s truest friends

Possessing great skills making amends.

Truly she loved their heavenly ways

Frequently singing hymns in their praise

And speaking with God, as I recall

From early rising till even’s fall.

I miss her sweet voice, she loved to sing

Angels can hear her songs echoing !

 

PEACE ( 2013 )

Filed under: POEMS.....THOUGHTS.....MEMORIES — bogdanosclaire @ 12:35 pm
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We’re asking God to help us find

A safer path to peace of mind

Not just for us but all mankind

Disperse the clouds that rend us blind

And forge our faith and will to bind

Our hearts to deeds both wise and kind.

 

GREATNESS ( 2013 ) 2013/09/03

Filed under: POEMS.....THOUGHTS.....MEMORIES — bogdanosclaire @ 12:07 pm
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Of all the deeds that I have done

Like all the prizes I have won

They wither on life’s weather vine

And lose themselves in acts divine.

I’m most impressed by pelting rain

That crashes on my window pane

And storms that rage throughout the night

Or mornings drenched with precious sight.

A rose that grows without a thorn

Is natures wonder to be born

Such joys that man cannot command

To rule this life and breath at hand.

Seems fate has willed the final toss

On freedoms chains and wisdoms loss

There’s but one answer I can state

That man is small while God is great !

 

DILEMMA ( 2013 ) 2013/09/02

Filed under: POEMS.....THOUGHTS.....MEMORIES — bogdanosclaire @ 1:34 pm
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As I waken the words just fill my head

I write them down as fast as they are said

The rhyme is simple and the words ring true

Simply cannot stop till the thought is through.

Don’t know if this process will ever cease

I’ve prayed hard to find a kind of release

To begin my day with another act

Like some worthy cause or related fact.

 

CHANGES ( 2013 )

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I know the summer’s gone to rest

I feel the sun upon my chest

I am a part of natures race

I feel her breeze upon my face.

The gushing dawn assails my eye

My heart so full I want to cry

While tiny creatures rush around

My ears are blessed with mornings sound.

It’s strange to see leaves downward drift

These roustabouts my spirits lift

The dreams we’ve lost may chance survive

Because we’ve learned how to revive.

I hear the wind brush through my hair

The smell of fall now fills the air

With each crisp gust my spirits fly

As moments rise and heave and sigh.

I sense the chill that’s not yet there

I shall partake of this worlds share

My spirits grow so full of cheer

I laugh because God’s love is here !

 

ON SUNDAY ( 2013 ) 2013/09/01

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As I reflect on our lives today

I query where we have gone astray

I miss the hymns that the choir sang

The peal of bells as they rang and rang,

The quiet charm of a Sunday morn

A veil of silence that welcomes dawn

Where have these signs of our grace now flown

To leave us here with vision unknown ?

 

DATELINE: HOBOKEN, N J, USA “LONGEVITY” ( 2013 ) 2013/08/31

Filed under: HISTORY,POEMS.....THOUGHTS.....MEMORIES — bogdanosclaire @ 9:03 pm
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I awoke this AM from a dream of a long ago memory !  It was spring 1936, I was a little girl in a pretty ruffled dress at the wedding of my mothers only sister to a man who always smiled !  Tho’ they were both a bit old for the occasion !  Now I believe there must be a reason for the dream, never dreamt of them before !  My Aunt Olga must not be confused with “old” Aunt Olga, this was my godmother, born in a flat on Willow in Hoboken, March 25, 1910, Good Friday.  My Pop called her his “hot cross bun”.  As a girl she played piano and soloed as a choir soprano in several local churches.  Exceedingly ambitious, graduated from Katherine Gibbs,    she became a bilingual court stenographer and translator in N.Y. court system.  She met her future husband, college graduate and rising “management” at Hanover Bank downtown.  Of course their “paradise” ended with Pearl Harbor, as Selective Service rapidly drafted 1 A’s,  single, married, no children, college degree, those on the edge of age 38, before they avoided  draft eligibility.  My uncle was fluent in English, German and French, he became part of the cadre of those administering  justice and prosecution of war crimes, an experience from which he never truly recovered !  My aunt became the companion and driver of Anne Morrow Lindbergh when she lived in New Jersey years ago and loved her job.  They worked hard, were kind and loving, sharing a long life together, entering the Bergen Pines Veteran’s Home where they both died in late 90’s.  Rare indeed, yes?  The greatest generation !!

Sincerely,                                      Claire B.

 

WISHING ( 2013 )

Filed under: POEMS.....THOUGHTS.....MEMORIES — bogdanosclaire @ 11:42 am
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I’m dreaming here with all my might

From early morn to darkest night

My courage failing like some child

Who’s seen his hero’s fame defiled.

Oh small sad sight, I worry much

That I will lose my magic touch

And miss the hope that will be gone

If there’s no star to wish upon.

 

ACQUAINTANCE ( 2013 ) 2013/08/30

Filed under: POEMS.....THOUGHTS.....MEMORIES — bogdanosclaire @ 12:42 pm
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I count among my friends as best I ever had

The first of all is God and then my mom and dad

I know you’ll be surprised but this is truly so

A friend is always there no matter where you go.

When I was just a girl, my dad he went away

He never really left, I speak with him each day

I know he will not answer we are worlds apart

But I can feel his love because he’s in my heart.

And as the years have passed my mom has joined his side

To leave me all alone impatient here outside

Some day it will just happen I shall join them there

We will be as one with eternity to share.

 

FINAL JOURNEY ( 2013 ) 2013/08/29

Filed under: POEMS.....THOUGHTS.....MEMORIES — bogdanosclaire @ 12:40 pm
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When life’s journey is ending it’s a task too hard

And time to place your burden in the care of God

Praying for the help to lift the cumbersome load

Too much for one person on life’s ultimate road.

So raise your glass high in this last toast as you leave

Say your farewells with truth that we need to believe !

 

ENOUGH ( 2013 ) 2013/08/28

Filed under: POEMS.....THOUGHTS.....MEMORIES — bogdanosclaire @ 4:08 pm
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I’m so tired of war and rumors of war

That I find myself severely obsessed

With the thoughtless acts of a heartless core

Who strut about with much power possessed.

Can’t we return to the lost days of yore

When men had the courage to fight distress

And agree upon an alternate door

As the waste of war did wisemen impress !

 

REBORN ( 2013 )

Filed under: POEMS.....THOUGHTS.....MEMORIES — bogdanosclaire @ 11:50 am
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Ever after once in awhile

On the darkest day to be found

The hidden sun reveals a smile

And the earths gladness does resound.

In but an instant here and there

You can note an ecstatic sight

The sun peeks thru the sudden flare

And our wee space glows ever bright.

A world that’s drowning in darkness

Lurks about like the stranger lost

To seek hearts bearing true kindness

While not discounting the cost.

The clouds break together once more

Simple as day following dawn

And our strengths grow stronger before

We renew our faith as reborn.

 

DATELINE: HOBOKEN, N J, USA “CHICKEN OR EGG” ( 2013 ) 2013/08/27

Filed under: POEMS.....THOUGHTS.....MEMORIES — bogdanosclaire @ 4:26 pm
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Which came first ?  You’ve heard the rhetorical question a thousand times over the years.  I think the answer is more complex  than it appears !  However it was answered for us many  millennia ago by the recorder of  the book of Genesis in the very first chapter.  One of the secrets of the Bible as a literary work is a “colophon” the signature or mark of the author of a chapter, section or verses.  It is never missing but one must learn to discern each writer’s  grammatical mark of ownership.  I am inclined to believe that we are the generation of the  “feet of clay” spoken of in Daniel,  chapter 2.  My favorite part has to be the handwriting on the wall,  MENE, MENE, TEKEL, UPHARSIN;  thrilling,  TEKEL; PERES;  if I were forced to choose,  Daniel would be my favorite after Ecclesiastes !  I think !  But you can ask me again tomorrow.

Sincerely,                                            Claire B.

 

MISSING YOU ( 1963 )

Filed under: POEMS.....THOUGHTS.....MEMORIES — bogdanosclaire @ 12:44 pm
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Tears for the days that are no more

And those we loved who’ve gone before

To leave us here with empty heart

Imagining another start

And wishing for the times long past

All that we knew moved on too  fast

To keep us dreaming where they are

We love them still though near or far.